try walking, but I can not, my legs hurt - What is happening to me? - I insist. And suddenly ... silence. Everything revolves around him. "Silly, silly me, hit me again. Is their right, it has become jealous. - Whose? - Try to think - Where have I been today? - I went to school, - I looked at a guy? "I swear I did not look at anyone, I called at the same time as always - was timely ? - after I went to work, - I met someone? - ongoing internal debate.
Peace Think, think, - I was so fucking as he said? -. Should note that today I felt like it! I refused that I was stupid. Yelled over because I am accused of frigid to him but incorrigible whore and slut because I look to others. Certainly right.
God if I were him, I should have gouged out his eyes. Now it must be wrong, I know this happens for me ungrateful. - Notice - helps me pay the expenses of the race, wants to finish school, tells me I am their hope. - What nice things I said -. And look how I answer, as I really hate, if I were him should left me a long time now. - I just got have patience with me -.
'm in love with the woman in the mirror, she gasped, - Jesus, I'm bleeding, "I remember that I have received a kick in the forehead, the glasses are broken, I have been stuck on the bridge of the nose, crystals scattered on the floor ... ugh that bad, I deserve it for arrogance.
I get up, I do not find me so, - Where is he? - I apologize, I apologize for my attitude. - What did I say? - Can not remember, I hope not leave me for this.
hits me to correct my mistakes, I have to control it but would fuck all the guys that go through my side. Should walk with an eye on the ground, so I avoid jealousy.
Because ... - What would I do without him? - And - the one without me? Poor thing would not have clean clothes to wear, and ironed sheets, and hot food ...
- Shame - do not deserve to live, and see that I tried, I tried to take my life, I am not worthy to be with him. The other day when I took those damn pills, they did not do any effect, he helped me clean the stomach, then I saw him mourn (if the fool I want a lot).
'm so bad, I torture myself, I must go on living to pay for my sins.
- Why did you answer these ways? - Daring to drag my body to find support on the wall and try to breathe, because I find it, I think they are by kicks and blows.
- my God! coming, I hear his footsteps, is climbing the stairs, is about to open the door (that's cold), looks at me, hug me crying, said to do for my own good, that suffers a lot when I punish, I start to mourn with emotion because that means I forgive. Something tells me the hospital, saying that I fell down the stairs, so we avoid intruding on our lives. I tell him is right (as always), that as he has forgiven me, I swear and I promise that I will not say anything to anyone though it kills me .
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